Saturday, June 30, 2012

The BORED Exams

Today was the first day in a long time that I was able to relax and not worry about anything related to school. I finally took my COMLEX yesterday, the first of many medical licensing exams, and I'm not looking forward to taking the USMLE on Monday. For those who are unfamiliar, the COMLEX and USMLE board exams are required for students to apply to residency. Much like the SAT is used to get into college and the MCAT into medical school, the USMLE/COMLEX are used to compete with other students for the residency spots. The USMLE is an MD board exam and the COMLEX is a DO board exam. Luckily, the DO students can take both exams whereas the MD's can only take their USMLE. This is only one of the many perks of being an osteopathic medical student! If you can call taking two 8-hour exams a perk...

One of my practice board exam questions. These symptoms seem a liiiitle too familiar...
The COMLEX is actually a 9 hour exam composed of 400 questions. There are 8 blocks of 50 questions with a 40 minute break after the 4th block. I ended up only taking about 20 minutes of my break because you don't really feel like sitting around when you're in the zone and just want to get the test over with. The test was brutal. A lot of people have asked me how I think I did but it's just so hard to tell. After 400 questions it was all I could do to wake my rear end up after sitting for so long and on Monday I have to do it all over again. Scores aren't released for six weeks, which is a long time to wait, especially if you're just hoping you've passed! Once this exam is over, I'll be all the more happier. I wish I could say that with one exam down that I'm relieved, but honestly I feel like nothing has changed. I still have a massive exam on Monday and I won't feel the relief until Monday evening when the exam is over. I have a couple of days to relax and enjoy the 4th of July before I move into my apartment in Tucson and begin my first rotation, surgery, in a new city all by myself. I sort of wish that I could have an 'easier' rotation to ease me into the rotation state of mind and learn how things go, but it'll be trial by fire. I just hope my surgeon preceptors have the time to look at me and answer some of my questions. It will be quite an experience and I fully expect my blog to become WAY more exciting once I begin my rotations.

10 day forecast.. It's supposed to be 'cooling down' this week!
Kelcie has been more than amazing these past few months. She's been busy with school and her own rotations, but there has been plenty of times where she has downtime and can do nothing with it because I have been so busy. The end of school had me studying like crazy for my final exams, my practice COMLEX a few days after and then full-time studying for the board exams. I was studying about 12 hours a day for these exams so you can imagine how lonely things must have been for her just sort of waiting around for me to get done... and when I did get done, I was pretty wiped out. We do take time for ourselves though and enjoy getting outdoors when we can. Unfortunately one of things we love to do the most is hike and when the weather is the way it is out here in Phoenix, you can forget about it. Hiking in 115 degree heat isn't fun and it's not safe either. Still, we persevered through these past months and I'm so glad to see that there might be a light at the end of the tunnel come rotations (I hope!). I know that the rotations will pose their own challenges but from what I've heard, I will at least have some time back to myself so that I can get back to being the significant other/spouse that I want to be. Medical school is hard in the respect that you have to give up a lot of things in order to be successful. It's easy for people to say "live for today, not for tomorrow!" or "don't wait to be the person you want to be!", but honestly, medical school has stolen that from me and I'm ready to take it back!

Wish me luck on my exam this Monday. The end of this exam signifies the end of a very stressful time and the beginning of a new life for Kelcie and I. Goodnight everyone!

-Student Doctor Benjamin D. Smith

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

The Cost To Help

Hooooooooly smokes! I know I've written in the past that 'it's been a while since I last wrote', but it's really been a while, huh? I read a blog today written by an anesthesiology resident and thought if he could do it, then I can definitely do it! So, I've hardened my resolve to try and write in this blog more often so that not only can people catch up with what I'm up to, but so I can remember these times myself.

I'm now an MSIII (third-year student), if you can call it that at this point. I've finished my second-year course work and I'm now studying up for my Step 1 board exams (USMLE and COMLEX) that are about a week away. Studying has become a way of life and I try to embrace it as an opportunity to expand my life and myself as a person. I had a friend, Jered, in undergrad who was one of the first people to really make me realize that learning and studying doesn't have to be boring. It doesn't have to be a chore. Sometimes learning can be exciting, especially if it's about something you're passionate about. I look back through some of my posts now and laugh at how I thought I was 'soo busy' when I didn't even know the half of it.  I now spend about 12 hours a day studying for my board exams and a couple hours off is a blessing. The past year of school was absolute hell, but I made it through. I guess as you get through school you get stronger, or maybe just more tolerant, of having no life and devoting your life to studying. "Come on now Ben, don't try to sound selfless, you're going to be a doctor and doctors make bank"... is that what you were thinking? Come on, you don't have to lie. Well, I guess that brings me to my next point.


One of the things we struggle with as a medical students is debt. When all is said and done, I'll be sitting on about $400,000 of debt. And that doesn't include the interest that I'll have to pay on that capital amount throughout the rest of my life. What I'm going to start talking about now is repayment. How much do doctors earn? It depends. According to Careers In Medicine (a group of AAMC), family physicians on average make around $160,000/year. General surgeons make $343,958/year. Radiologists make on average $440,000/year. The range on these figures is huge, but guess what's the same? The cost of medical school. The US is facing a dramatic loss of primary care physicians and with the incoming baby boomer generation not only needing care, but many of them retiring from medicine themselves, where are we going to end up? Is it any wonder why students are making conscious decisions to go into specialty medicine where their compensation is vastly greater than that of a primary care physician? Would you be willing to take a hit of that much to be a family physician? The problem is that medicine is a business. In order to be a smart businessman one needs to make sound financial decisions. If everyone's input is the same, then why would you willingly choose a career that has a lower output (salary), it just doesn't make sense. The argument of many is that those who go into specialty fields worked harder or are somehow smarter than those in primary care, but this is a ridiculous claim. The field you go into should be dictated by some degree by one's intelligence, but who's to say that an extremely intelligent person shouldn't choose to go into primary care because he enjoys it more than another field? I actually found an incredible article online written by Kevin Pezzi, MD that compared the amount the average doctor makes compared to a UPS delivery truck driver. Who do you think made more money? Believe it or not, the UPS driver. I put the graphs to the side here on the right. There has been a lot of talk about moving things around with healthcare to try and put this fire out, but I honestly don't see a clear solution in the future. Don't get me wrong here; I'm not complaining about how much I'll be making. I didn't chose to become a doctor so that I could 'rake in the cash'. I chose to be a doctor because I love what I do. I chose to be a doctor because I enjoy having a high tier of understanding of the human body and what makes us tick. I chose to be a doctor because I love helping people. How much will it cost me to be the physician I want to be?

In happier news, I'm proud to announce that my younger sister, Katie Smith, will be starting her first year here at Midwestern in just over a month! I'm so proud of her and I can't wait until she's gotten started so we can discuss all these exciting things we learn in school. I wish her all the best and I hope she comes to me when times are hard for a good pep talk.

Well, I must be off. The fact that I'm writing a blog and not studying for my boards probably isn't good, but hey, we all have to relax every once in a while, right? Until next time, stay happy!

-Student Doctor Benjamin D. Smith

Physician salary graph: http://shortwhitecoats.com/2012/the-ultimate-guide-to-physician-salaries
UPS driver vs physician salary graphs: http://www.er-doctor.com/doctor_income.html